Hope all is well. I learned that employees learn on the job in corporate jobs, which means that your resume is important, but also your ability to adapt and be coachable even if you do not have all the job's requirements. Also, do not disqualify yourself for a job. You may not have all the requirements for a job description, but if you can tailor what you did and learned from your work experience, I believe it may increase your chances. Additionally, motivation is cool, but discipline is where it starts once motivations runs out. Focus on practicing discipline in your daily life. It is easier said than done though. Good luck!