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How can I mentally be okay during training?
Back in 2024 I lost my gymnastics coach to suicide and then gymnastics just got harder. My mental state at the time was not good because I had just moved to a new house and I was going to switch schools in the upcoming year. I was leaving all of my friends and the only person who helped me through it was my coach. My mental state is much better after going to therapy for a while. But sometimes I just cry at gymnastics because I can't forget about my coach. Any ideas to keep her with me as a good thing and not cry during practice?
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Irelis Rodriguez
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I am sorry for the loss of your coach and hopefully he can see how far you become because for me, when I think of my father passing away. I thought of how much he was proud of me on how much I went through and still fight for my goal and dreams I had since day one.
Your coach will still see you even if you can’t see them but they will always be in your heart because you love them and of course they love you as well too, they hadn’t left by your side because they are always there for you when you are in the lowest of your life.
Your coach will still wish he could be there for you but he won’t give up upon you and they want you to be strong enough to fight through it, and yes they might admit that life is hard to get by but they want to let you know that the struggle is real and giving up isn’t option, you keep trying because they want to see you succeed in life when life hits you hard to the ground, you get up and climb up to the top because discipline comes with patience but discouragement doesn’t get you now where in life, that is hard truth right there.
Your coach will still see you even if you can’t see them but they will always be in your heart because you love them and of course they love you as well too, they hadn’t left by your side because they are always there for you when you are in the lowest of your life.
Your coach will still wish he could be there for you but he won’t give up upon you and they want you to be strong enough to fight through it, and yes they might admit that life is hard to get by but they want to let you know that the struggle is real and giving up isn’t option, you keep trying because they want to see you succeed in life when life hits you hard to the ground, you get up and climb up to the top because discipline comes with patience but discouragement doesn’t get you now where in life, that is hard truth right there.
Thank you so much that means a lot!
Chinyere Okafor
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Hi London,
I'm so sorry about your loss. To begin with, let me be very clear: there is nothing incorrect or weak about your response. Your coach, your sense of security, your house, your school, and your network of support all experienced simultaneous layered loss. Your body and mind are reacting to sadness in the same way that people do, particularly when it's connected to a location that has great significance, such as gymnastics.
The main reframe that could be useful is as follows: Your tears are not a sign of failure; rather, they are a reminder that gymnastics still has significance and that your coach is still in your body. Instead of "stopping feeling," your goal is to manage your emotions so they don't interfere with your training.
Here are a few practical strategies you can try:
1. Give the grief a container before practice: Because you don't yet have a clear channel for your emotions, they are overflowing during training. Spend two to five minutes, preferably alone, thinking about your coach before practice. "I'm carrying you with me today," you could say aloud or to yourself. I'll revisit these emotions in the future. This establishes a barrier to prevent your brain from surprising you in the middle of your routine.
2. Turn your coach into a performance anchor, not a trigger: Choose a common statement, correction, or piece of advice from your coach. Use that statement in place of the spiral whenever you start to cry. Her presence is thus reframed as supporting muscle memory rather than loss memory. Your body will eventually associate her with strength once more.
3. Use grounding, not suppression, during practice
Try this softly when you're feeling emotional:
- Firmly plant your feet on the ground.
- Breathe in slowly through your nose and out slowly through your mouth for a longer period of time.
- Name three bodily sensations (chalk, mat, grip, and balance). Your nervous system is notified, "I am safe right now," by this.
4. Create a ritual that honors her without overwhelming you: You should touch the beam once before beginning, wear a small charm, or tie your hair in a particular way. This prevents your sadness from suddenly overwhelming you by providing a symbolic release valve.
5. Adjust your expectations; healing is non-linear: There will still be difficult days. You're not regressing when you cry. It shows your brain is assimilating the loss into your current identity. Even when it hurts, that is growth.
Another important consideration is that since gymnastics used to be your safe haven, it makes sense that grief now manifests there. Her memory will eventually change from one of suffering to one of fuel when you reclaim that place as your own.
You've already done the most difficult part: you attended therapy, you continued to participate in the sport, and you're wondering how to go on rather than giving up. That shows your resilience, even on the days when you don't feel like it.
The journey continued to involve your coach. Basically, she is no longer the one with the stopwatch. You are allowed to take her with you—not in silence, but with strength.
Best wishes!
I'm so sorry about your loss. To begin with, let me be very clear: there is nothing incorrect or weak about your response. Your coach, your sense of security, your house, your school, and your network of support all experienced simultaneous layered loss. Your body and mind are reacting to sadness in the same way that people do, particularly when it's connected to a location that has great significance, such as gymnastics.
The main reframe that could be useful is as follows: Your tears are not a sign of failure; rather, they are a reminder that gymnastics still has significance and that your coach is still in your body. Instead of "stopping feeling," your goal is to manage your emotions so they don't interfere with your training.
Here are a few practical strategies you can try:
1. Give the grief a container before practice: Because you don't yet have a clear channel for your emotions, they are overflowing during training. Spend two to five minutes, preferably alone, thinking about your coach before practice. "I'm carrying you with me today," you could say aloud or to yourself. I'll revisit these emotions in the future. This establishes a barrier to prevent your brain from surprising you in the middle of your routine.
2. Turn your coach into a performance anchor, not a trigger: Choose a common statement, correction, or piece of advice from your coach. Use that statement in place of the spiral whenever you start to cry. Her presence is thus reframed as supporting muscle memory rather than loss memory. Your body will eventually associate her with strength once more.
3. Use grounding, not suppression, during practice
Try this softly when you're feeling emotional:
- Firmly plant your feet on the ground.
- Breathe in slowly through your nose and out slowly through your mouth for a longer period of time.
- Name three bodily sensations (chalk, mat, grip, and balance). Your nervous system is notified, "I am safe right now," by this.
4. Create a ritual that honors her without overwhelming you: You should touch the beam once before beginning, wear a small charm, or tie your hair in a particular way. This prevents your sadness from suddenly overwhelming you by providing a symbolic release valve.
5. Adjust your expectations; healing is non-linear: There will still be difficult days. You're not regressing when you cry. It shows your brain is assimilating the loss into your current identity. Even when it hurts, that is growth.
Another important consideration is that since gymnastics used to be your safe haven, it makes sense that grief now manifests there. Her memory will eventually change from one of suffering to one of fuel when you reclaim that place as your own.
You've already done the most difficult part: you attended therapy, you continued to participate in the sport, and you're wondering how to go on rather than giving up. That shows your resilience, even on the days when you don't feel like it.
The journey continued to involve your coach. Basically, she is no longer the one with the stopwatch. You are allowed to take her with you—not in silence, but with strength.
Best wishes!