Linda Ann’s Answer
Your question has a big "IF" in the last clause, i.e., "...if I ever had to choose between one of these things." Why are you worried about something that hasn't yet happened?? You need to prepare for your future, regardless of what happens tomorrow! Follow your dreams and get a good education. Perhaps a consultation with a guidance counselor will help you deal with the fear that is holding you back. Good luck with whatever you choose to do.